Not sure if you remember my
earlier blog about a movie we wanted to make on sex trafficking “Durga”. After
searching for a producer for months together, we gave up and finally decided to
produce it ourselves. Well I understand only ‘fools’ with no business
understanding take the risk of staking their own money to make a movie. I don’t
know whether we also fit into that category or not…but so high is our
conviction on what we embark to do, that till date for the strangest reason we
have absolutely no regrets or fear that we have staked everything that we owned
to make this movie. And by the way ‘we’ means I and my wonderful filmmaker
husband Rajesh Touchriver.
After the initial search for
producer and our consequent decision to produce it ourselves we decided to this
film in two languages, Malayalam and Telugu. At this stage somehow the name
Durga lost its appeal and we moved on first to ‘Prathyayam’ which means trust
and finally “Naa Bangaaru Talli” which means ‘my dearest daughter’ in Telugu
and “Ente” which means “mine” in Malayalam. Technically and practically it
meant making two films as each scene had to be done twice…malayalam and telugu.
Selecting a cast had its own set
of trouble. But finally after a lot of search we found Anjali Shinde Patil(
Debut-Delhi in a day) and Siddiq( a well known versatile actor from Kerala) to
play the lead roles. For some unknown reasons Siddiq gave us some terrible
last-minute jitters by pulling out just 10 days before the shoot and coming
back 3 days before the first schedule began. His star tanturms(if that is what
you call for being difficult) continued throughout the production but ended
strangely on the last day of the shoot. But the worst shock treatment was given
by the then chosen cinematographer. A guy known to us very closely, who had
seen all the locations with Rajesh Touchriver my co-producer and director. Just a week before the shoot he sent a
mail (otherwise calling Rajesh up a million times a day was so common) stating
his inability to be part of the venture quoting some financial crises. In any
case this was a huge crises as visual medium like cinema requires a talented
cinematographer. Simultaneously the editor backed out with a curt sms. It was
as if there was a planned move from some quarter to discourage this project(as
all the rejections were coming mostly from Kerala).
The last week before the shoot
started was a nightmare to say the least…but somewhere our guardian angels were
watching us. Just three days before the shoot we found Ramanthulasi, a
brilliant cinematographer and DonMax our fantastic editor. Truly we were
blessed.
We were also blessed with a
number of people who were conspiring to make things work for us. My father who
gave his pension savings for the film…my friend Lalita Iyer who staked all her
fixed deposits for us…my sister-in-law, my brother-in law, my brother…everybody
pitching in to ensure that this dream we were chasing will come true. There were also senior police officers
from Andhra Police who gave us all support regarding locations and other
logistics. Finally we were good to go! In spite of all obstacles we started on
time!
The shoot started…everyday ended
with…thank God this day passed well…and a prayer…God ensure tomorrow is as
smooth…in spite of all that there were days when things didn’t go as
planned…money was lost on locations…for a few days all kinds of film based
unions landed on the sets to disrupt the shooting. One day it was ‘you have
given work to people without union cards’ or ‘how can you shoot for two films
without our permission’ etc…etc. There was also constant trouble with junior
artistes. The worst part was I could not even go for the shooting in the first
schedule in Hyderabad as many junior artistes would recognize me. The junior
artistes especially those involved in prostitution walked out of sets the
moment they knew that I was the producer. They had seen me in a different
contexts of raids etc…what a irony!!!
The paid technicians did their
job to at least to some extent…but friends who were contributing on the
technical side freely, were tough ones to handle…a core team mate even managed
to leave the location for good when he was most required…Many lessons
learnt…one of them being, in future take only technicians on payment otherwise
goodwill does not ensure accountability. An unforgettable instance was when
Rajesh Touchriver my co-producer and director(and also my better half!) had to
become the art director and had to construct the sets by himself. Today we can
proudly say that each aspect of the movie has a significant contribution from
the producers themselves.
Production
completed…post-production began. Editing…dubbing…music…and background score.
DonMax our editor and Sasi our associate editor were super.
At that time we had asked
Shareeth a leading music director in south to do the background score and the
songs. The songs I must say did come out very well, but the background score
was pathetic to say the least. By this time all our assistants except for
Harsha had already dumped us. Now I cannot blame them…as we were paying them
modestly. So it was Rajesh and Harsha sitting through the editing,
dubbing…music…re-recording etc. And Rajesh single handedly managing the same in
Kerala and Chennai as we could not afford for Harsha or anybody else to assist
Rajesh there. Bhaskar another of our assistant based in Chennai atleast was
available on call.
With the background score
practically killing all our significant characters…we were back to a situation
of making difficult choices. No matter what, both Rajesh and I could not come
in terms with this…it was then Shantanu Moitra, a dear friend came to our
rescue. He agreed to do the background score, free of cost(just charging us the
studio rents). The movie got delayed by a month…but by God what a wait…it is
worth it! The background score done by Shantanu is superlative to say the
least. And the super-best thing(I am not sure such adjectives exists…but it
sounds good to me), the final climax number by Shantanu…I promise you none of
you who will watch the movie will forget the tune for a long time to come.
Shreya Goshal with her haunting melody…will surely stir everybody’s soul. My
little sister who heard it last month briefly, still hums it…So everything that
happens…happens for good only.
Movie done…and now the greatest challenge is taking it to
the theaters. Search for a distributer started in earnest. The answers ranged from “this film does
not fall in our kind of films” or “please show it in festivals”, nut and bolt
of it was we cannot distribute it for you. The irony was most distributers who
saw the film had tears in their eyes(I am not sure now whether it was real or
whether I imagined all of it!!!) and told us all the right emotional answers.
For that moment we were on top of the world…and then there would be a meeting
in a day or two where their stand would be completely different. All of them unanimously felt (I am
telling you this after showing it to more than 30 big and small distributers)
it was a great family-thriller, the background score was brilliant, the songs
were great, the story mind-blowing, and the performance powerful…etc…etc
So where is the movie falling
short? No star cast, no item number, no sex…no violence…all in all no masala.
Infact one small time distributer told me “you had so much scope for adding so
many things in your film…atleast you could have shown some sex ( the film is a
true story of sex trafficking)…or atleast one item number in the form of a bar
dance!!!
This is where I am really
questioning the activist in me….what do people want… and what actually sells?
Was it wrong of me to believe that there is still a collective conscious in the
society that will accept with open arms a sensitive film made on sensitive
subjective with relatively unknown faces. Or sense & sensibilities sells
only when a star is there…so what was the attraction the cause or the star.
To that extent I am also questioning all that I demanded of
Rajesh. When Rajesh started the script I repeatedly harped on the same thing,
it has to be a family film and the treatment should be in such a way that I can
sit with my 6yr old nephew and not flinch. I also wanted situational songs that
will enhance the viewing. I was not interested in making a film which is dark
and gory and will only run in a festival circuit where the audience consists
mostly of ‘converts’ who do not really require this sensitization. What I was
really interested is showing to people who need to be sensitized both from the
‘class’ and from the ‘mass’….
In any case, by now frustrations
was eating me up…First you stake everything…then you do not find a way a to
take it to its logical conclusion, suddenly an alien sensation of helplessness
seeps in. It is at this stage I went to attend INK Conference at
Pune(incidentally INK is being held tomorrow at Cochin). I am not sure how many
of you know INK. It is an abbreviation for Innovation & Knowledge, an
extraordinary forum in association with TED. This is the brainchild of two
brilliant and dynamic women Lakshmi Pratury & Anu Sethuram. A conference
for the best of the minds and hearts to meet. It was its third conference. I went for it…and then it felt like
Gods were conspiring to make way for me. I met Anu Agha and Amit Singhal. These
two people after hearing me speak at the conference, came forward to support
this film for us to distribute it ourselves. What a miracle!!!
With this support in hand we
decided to distribute this film ourselves in Kerala in association with
Celebrate International. We had no choice but to tie up with a existing
distributer to get access to the theaters etc. “Ente” was released in Kerala early this year. The response
from those who saw the film “it was the most transformative experience”. Like I had hoped, from school children
to very old people…everybody felt comfortable in watching the film and went
back holding something… A mother from Kohikode called me and said…”the first
thing I did after seeing the film was rush and hug my daughter”
Super critical acclaim everywhere….but
sadly a commercial disaster.
Inspite of the fact that everybody proclaimed it one of the best films
that they have seen…there was hardly any crowd rolling on top of each other at
the ticket counter… Where were the hundreds & thousands who wanted good
cinema…and write or speak so eloquently on facebook, social media and all
forums. Suddenly it appeared as if everybody just disappeared…
But to my utter amusement all of
them reappeared once the movie was removed from the theaters…we had demands and
demands to show “Ente” in some university festival or other. When asked why
they did not see it when it reached theaters in their towns…there were a lot of
sheepish response. To test further, when we said please pay a screening
fees…the disappearance act was repeated.
Suddenly I was wondering whether
people think, since she is a activist she has no right to recover her
money…only the commercial film producers have a right to recover and make a
profit. We will only buy tickets and watch films of the commercial film
producer… and ensure he/she does not have a loss. Since she is activist…she can
bear a loss!!!
I also started questioning
myself? What do people want? Is
this a denial? Or is it a resistance to change?
The
release of “Ente” was a bitter-sweet experience with the Malayali crowd…Sweet
because of the response of the those who saw it…and bitter because we were not
able to reach to the desired level through the theaters. One of the most
memorable comments was by Shri Oomen Chandy, the Chief Minister of Kerala, who
sat through a film after 25years( I believe the last film he saw was around
25yrs back)…and said ‘this will always remind me on how less we are doing” and
declared it “tax free”.
Now
back to square 1, since the Malayalam version did not make the mullahs
rolling…no takers in Andhra Pradesh for the telugu version “Naa Bangaaru
Talli”. Just for the heck of it we send it some festivals…and lo and behold “
Naa Bangaaru Talli” as adjudged the best feature film at Trinity International
Film Festival, Detroit.
I
am sure such things are happening only so that our morale is boosted…(God has
his/her own way to take care of souls like us)…
Searching
for a distributer in Andhra Pradesh….simultaneously trying to mobilize around
30 lakhs or 50,000 USD to release it ourselves. Reliance Entertainment although
not willing to invest has committed to support us distribute it if we mobilize
the money…even here we need the help of a player in the market who can get us
the theaters. So looking for fifty thousands and one hundred thousand to
finally make it three hundred thousand rupees to take this film to the
theaters. Now you will ask why theaters, why can’t you release it online…my
only answer is I want the poorest person in the remotest village in Andhra
Pradesh to watch this film…I want to reach where the problem begins.
Will
I succeed in Andhra Pradesh…time will say…
And
by the way…I hope nobody is saying right now after reading all this…who told
her to make a movie…she should just do things that she knows…
My
answer…”We have only one life Boss!’’
Watch
the trailer…
I am not sure whether there has
been an audio launch on a blog…if not let me be the first. Launching the title
song of my film “Naa Bangaaru Talli”
Song
(singer- Shreya Goshal, music director- Shantanu Moitra)
If
you want to share it please feel free to do so… make the song your
ringtone…this is your chance to support the cause…can you do it?
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